Do You Have Some Personal Space Fer Yourself?

i often asked myself this question.

" do you have enough time fer yourself and your friends? "

on your off days, you will be so busy with them and us.

rarely will see you hanging out with your friends.

we are just together fer less than a month and we are almost inseparable.

i seen you every other day and i cherished the time we spent together very much.

but...

are all these taking a toil on you?

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3 more days, we are heading to genting - our 1st trip together.

i'm so looking forward to it.

are you?

The Reason Fer Asking You So Many Times.

to be honest, me myself also dunno why i like to ask you funny funny questions.

issit because i don't have any confidence in myself?

or issit because i have nothing better to do?

i'm not sure.

thus sometimes you got pissed off when i repeated my questions to you, say like a million times?

then you have to reassure me a billion times.

sorry fer being so nagging. =P

most importantly now, i got all the love and care that i have lost all these years back.

that's all i need.

i'm contended already.

as fer the others, i just take a step day by day.

i believe we will be together till the end, just like this song.

Happily Attached.

time flies.

we are only together fer a short time but it seems like a few years already.

having you around is a true blessing fer us.

i love you baby.

happy 21st day anniversary.

p.s : thanks fer the lovely necklace. i love it alot.

Upcoming Genting Trip.

i realised that blogging during office hours is so exciting and happening.

i'm not supposed to but heck, i wanna blog N O W !!!

lalalalala..

exactly 2 weeks later, darling and i will be at genting with his family.

when was the last time i went there?

13? 14?

ahhh i can't remember.

hopefully i can shop till i drop there and gamble till i'm broke.

nahz, the latter is fer fun only since i never step into a real one before.

i will just play abit only.

i hope he will drag me out when i'm really into all the games.

=)))

right darling?

Our 1st Month Coming Soon.

16 days until Our 1st Month Anniversary


thanks fer making my life a happier one.

i'm so looking forward to our upcoming trip to genting.

i love you baby.

Shoes Fanatic.

9 is the number of the pairs of unworn stilettos/sandals/pumps/sneakers i have in my collection.

to be honest, i have lost count of how many pairs of shoes i owned until i went to count.

it's 41 pairs to be exact.

gosh.

i'm the young " Imelda Marcos ".

hahahaha.

now after discarding 3 pairs, i left 38 pairs.

and it's still counting and will be adding on.

=D

before these, i think i have about 50 pairs or maybe even more.

after throwing some away, i still have so many.

-_-"'

Even Without The GSS, I'm Still A BIG Spendthrift !!

i met up my best friends fer coffee session on friday after work.

and so i thought i won't buy anything.

i was WRONG.

i bought 2 mascaras and a cheap cushion, 2 bandeaus and 4 pairs of panties.

total damage done to my pocket $68.

that's excluding i withdrew $ and on food.

and yesterday i made a trip down to town fer some shopping again.

i gave myself a budget.

not to spend over $200.

luckily i did not.

i spent about $177++ on 2 blouses, 1 pair of jeans, 1 pair of denim 3/4, 1 nautical pumps and 2 pairs of earrings.

still, it's alot.

i'm officially broke now.

T_T

seriously i need some retail therapy HELP URGENTLY.

any advice?

tomorrow my bf and i will be heading down to town again.

shit.

town is my weakness.

we already have a shopping list.

we need to get his shoes, my cleansing oil, a new pillow and a bolster.

i think i will withdraw some $ later and keep my ATM card at home, to prevent me from spending again until my next pay.

will i behave myself?

i'm praying hard.

Efforts Paid Off.

i realised i lost weight when i put on my enginneered jeans this morning.

it is looser especially at my butt area. =P

finally, my efforts paid off after almost 1 month of skipping dinner.

sometimes i just ate a few mouthfuls of rice with a tiny bowl of soup.

sometimes just by drinking tea is enough to make me full.

tomorrow dear and i will be having father's day dinner with my family.

gotta eat lesser. gonna transfer all my food onto dear's plate.

he will finish up my portions on behalf of me. =)))

i can't give up. must perseverance till the very end.

till i reach 45kg.

Spending Too Much $$$ ?

a little update about what i bought during GSS.
not up to scale though.

2 pairs of Novo Shoes - 1 Wedges and 1 polked dots pumps
1 pair of M)phosis sandals
1 pair of Charles & Keith Wedges

1 Bag

2 Abercrombie & Fitch Tees
2 Esprit Tees
2 Boxes of briefs
1 Tee
1 boho skirt
1 belt

2 Cds

Not on sale :
1 GG>>5 elastic belt
1 GG>>5 stripes shorts
1 Topshop lace tank
1 M)phosis polked dots tie-back tank

i still haven't shop enough.

my long-champ tote is waiting fer me.

gotta get it by end of this month.

=)))

darling also bought me a necklace.
i will post the pixs when i have the time to upload.

have a great week.

I'm Officially Attached !!

i'm attached to Mr Dear at 3.05am on 4th June at Cosy Bay.

this is our third time together.

i feel so so so blessed with him around me.

loving and taking care of me.

it's been 2 long agonising years being a single woman.

i thought i won't meet someone who can accept me again until he came into my world fer the third time.


he said :

" i only want to have eye-contact with you and no one else. "

" i also don't know why i love you so much !! "

" i lost you 3 years ago. i don't wish to lose you again. "

" i have one mission i haven't complete, that is to love and take care of you. "

hearing him saying all these makes me feel so loved.

baby, i love you !!

Caiyi's Birthday!

Happy birthday darling !!!

time flies, almost all of us hit the big 23 already.
we are getting older and definitely wiser.

thanks fer being there fer me, fer us all.

very much appreciated it.

love ya all.

photos of last week's celebration at Sakae Marina & Daybed Bar.

- ning & birthday baby -




- me & ber -




- the vodka we ordered -




- thats us being funny -




- ber & lian being playful -



- singing birthday song -



- im obsessed with myself -



- love me, love me not -

- us at daybed bar again -

fer yvonne & mei who can't make it, we still love you all deep deep.

we shall catch up soon yeah.

muacks.