How To Control The Way I Spent When Its Impossible.

i just checked my overly-full wardrobe and realised my new clothes aint enough. -.-
i have alot of everything, almost. but still i need more cos its just aint enough fer me.

now i need a lacy/frilly skirt, a wristlet/clutch and necklace. and maybe more tops to match?
i also need more make-ups and a bottle of perfume.

i haven polish my toes yet. what color should i use?

red ?
french diy ?
hot pink ?
purple ?


i got so many things that need to be done ASAP before CNY Eve.

shunks.

Anna Sui, Bag Charm And Shoes.

Anna Sui is famous fer its exquisite design on all products.
i love her designs to bits especially those on the cosmetics and fragrances.

an example is her latest fragrance, Secret Wish. a triangular bottle with rounded edges, turquoise liquid and an angel as the cap bottle. what a beautiful combination. it is so distinctive and the fragrance is light and sweet. it leaves a lingering smell wherever you go.

after browsing through the colors and trying the texture, i finally bought my Anna Sui loose powder at Isetan Scotts yesterday afternoon. the exterior is in gold and the puff is in soothing purple. the whole packaging is so gorgeous and retro !!!

i wanted the blusher too but the old range was discontinued. it left only the last 2 shades which doesn't appeal to me at all and the new face color accent is not as cute as the old one, so i did not buy any.

after paying, we made a trip down to the tailor at Peninsular Shopping Centre to collect my engineered jeans. the newly altered length is what i always wanted, neither too long nor too short. its just right fer my height. ( i'm " 1.6m " and considered very short )

we decided to head down to Marina Square since its so near. along our way there in Citylink, we passed by a push-cart selling all sorts of organisers, little boxes of mint with mirror, earrings etc etc. i don't really notice the small things hanging inside until my cousin pulled me back. she told me she saw some bag charms lookalike there.

hmmm, her words were like a giant syringe filled with viagra. i'm " aroused " and very interetsed in taking a quick peek cos there isn't any nice ones available here. unless you meant those luxury brands which in a way is too expensive fer me. =(

i saw some really cute ones but they were too cute fer my age. ( i'm turning 23 soon, sigh. ) in the end, i settled fer a classy one. there's a black feather dangling with the transparent and brown " beads ", chained together with a gold key ring. it cost $15.90 fer that.

the girl manning the push-cart is way too cute fer her age and she's definitely older than me. i'm very sure of that. her fringe is like an inverted U. very weird.

she kept on saying this : " all these bag charms are designed by a local designer. its only 1 piece fer each design and there's no mass production. " fer 20+ minutes.

i left as soon as i collected mine.

i bought 2 bottles of mineal water in giant and began drowning myself with it so as to hide my hunger but to no avail.

finally we had our dinner at Shaw and i ate baked rice set. at that moment when i ordered that, it never occurred to me its fattening until when it arrived and i finished up, then i realised it was so sinful. =(

after which we met up our mommies at bugis and continued our shopping there. i bought a bra, a g-string and a maybelline mascara. the mascara is a huge favourite among the japanese and i decided to give it a shot. =)

i'll continue to shop fer my perfume and blusher in the meantime.

and before i end this entry, i actually went to count how many pairs of shoes i have. ( including those i bought but i never got the chance to wear them )

1. 2 wedges ( new - yellow ) (old - black )
2. 2 VNC heels ( new - gold ) ( old - green )
3. 1 Charles & Keith ( new - brown beige )
4. 1 adidas ( old - black pink )
5. 1 birkenstock ( old - lips print )

total number = 7

my sis said i might become the next Imelda Marcos.

Soon.

My New Peep-Toes.

this pair of lovely peep-toes from Charles & Keith is so gorgeous !!

i love the velvety feeling and its damn comfortable !!

not to mention the affordable price too !!

2 Meet-Ups Cancelled, A Trip To Chinatown And An Awful Driver.

last night i'm supposed to meet up my friends fer a movie in town but we cancelled it on friday night due to some unforseen circumstances of mine. =(

usually saturday will be a staying home day fer me cos i'm super lazy to head out unless i'm meeting up my gals or shopping with my cousins or mummy. =)

i received an sms from my neighbour at 7.30pm stating a night out at Mohd. Sultan. it was actually an invite from an ex-colleague who's getting married next month. she wanna meet up with all her friends to party hard at Double-O. upon hearing the club's name, i literally shook my head in dismay.

it made me think of the free flow on ladies night which had me laughing till i passed out. the diluted alcoholic beverages are fer kids only. after the party ends, strewn of girls puking outside and along the street. some with their mini-skirts flying up till their bellys and tops exposed until dozen of raisins can be seen.

what an awful sight.

at least the only thing i like about there are the wash-rooms, that's it. =x

cheeky me even suggested hitting Mdm Wong cos i love the music but most importantly B is there too. ohhh what an obvious excuse.

luckily in the end, the whole thing was cancelled cos of the sudden heavy rain. i'm more than glad to hear it.

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after the heavy rain, we went to Chinatown fer some " last minute " shopping fer CNY goodies and squeezing with all the people including some tourists.

they must be really amused that even on a rainy day, there were still so many people there.

CNY feeling is certainly in the air now.

- the red packets are getting cuter every year -

- the ground damn wet -

- crowded people part 1 -

- crowded people part 2 -

- chinatown heritage centre -

- the ma-jie -

- doggy lightings -

- lightings on the giant bridge -

- lightings on the building -

- mandarin oranges' bag in red -

- mandarin oranges' bag in gold -

i was very engrossed in taking pictures when someone tapped me on my arm. i looked up and saw my secondary classmate with his girlfriend hiding behind.

i was SHOCKED ! SHOCKED !! SHOCKED !!!

there were 3 reasons why i behaved weirdly.

1) he can even recognised me with my most minimal and barest make-up on.
2) he gained quite abit of weight.
3) in such a crowded place, he can spot me also. powerful eyes he have.

after we said our hi bye, precaution was taken in case i met someone i know.

we decided to take a bus home cos no cabs were available then.

the ride home on bus 61 was horrible !!!!!! it was so slow that i think he's driving at 40km/hr. its not even having any traffic jam at that time. the traffic was damn smooth.

what angered me most was the UNCOMPASSIONATE AND IGNORANT IDIOT DRIVER.

there's a handicapped man on the bus. when he wanna alight, the driver did not even lend a helping hand. he looked out of his side window and pretended nothing happened. my dad stood up and helped the man down the bus. the driver closed the door upon seeing that.

HELLO????? GOT COMMON SENSE ANOT?

its damn bloody obvious that my dad was going to board the bus again. if my dad did not knocked on the door, i assumed he will certainly just drove off at his own slow turtle speed.

damn angry !!!!!!!!!

My New Clothes And The Other Side Of Me.

finally i bought my cream corset tube and denim skirt yesterday after our reunion dinner at Bugis.

i did some serious thinking before i decided i only wanna get either 1.

but.....

who knows in the end, i bought 2 !!!

i was so happy !!!

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topshop always have trunkloads of gorgeous panties, girl's boxers, g-strings and t-backs etc etc.

i owned a few pieces from there and the rest of my collection were from trumiph, victoria's secrets and dunno where. i do not wear them but its merely fer my own admiration only.

i have so many g-strings and t-backs that i have lost count of them. i did wore some of the less pretty ones though. there's a ikea box in my wardrobe dedicated to my precious g-strings and t-backs.

sometimes, when i'm very free, i will take them out and admire my prized possession. i will not exchange them fer anything unless some freak offer me 1 million fer them. i might consider parting them away.

ohhhh well, please don't think i'm some pervert, ok?

collecting g-strings and t-backs are just like guys collecting their whatever gundam thingy,limited edition sneakers, games etc etc.

people who knows me well also know that i have alot of perfumes, make-ups, bags, clothes, shoes and accessories etc etc.

i'm normal and this is the other side of me you are reading.

=)

- soler cd / donation bear / victorian blouse / denim skirt

/ g-string / cream corset tube -

It's Time I Should Continue Reading And Being A Single Lady.

my favourite book " Da Vinci Code " is still lying on my shelf, left untouched 3 months ago.

i'm sorry, Dan Brown. your book is really fantastic but due to me liking to watch vcds/dvds, travel and shopping more, i shall forsake you(the book, duh) cos i know you won't run away fer you have no legs. =)

yesterday, my dear sis accompanied me to the central library to borrow books. i actually wanted books by Lori Foster but it was on loan fer most of the titles and some books are at regional libraries.

so i borrowed Jill Mansell's books : " Falling For You ", " Nadia Knows Best " and Fiona Walker's book : " Well Groomed " .

i already started a few pages on " Falling For You ". quite interesting.

i hope i can finish all the books including " The Notebook " and " Da Vinci Code " soon.

just now i was randomly flipping through the magazines mummy bought and realised V day is coming soon, though chinese new year is not even here yet. then i remembered among the 4 of us, i'm the only one not attached yet. they have surprises fer their bfs which its a secret between us. some plannings are already in mind and processing.

sigh. sigh. sigh.

i'm single since december 2004 until now and its still counting. i dunno when i will meet someone who will love me. someone who will surprise me every now and then. someone who will accept me fer who i am ----> thats the most important thing to me now at least.

i guess on V day, i might stay at home and read books/use com/watch dvds or maybe hang out with like-minded single kakis fer dinner/chill/movies/club. thoroughly "enjoying" the lovey-dovey scenes and flowers everywhere in singapore.

ohhh well, life still have to go on and the globe still revolves around us, isn't it?

A Ja A Ja Fighting !!!

Wasted !!

previously, i had this web counter with 3800++ hits in total.

now its all gone, due to the revamping of that website.

damn it !!!!

=(((

I Guess My Old Habits Will Never Change.

yesterday's entry was about me losing control when it comes to food,with me putting on pounds and will try to stick back to my strict diet.

then what i did today????

6-inch egg mayo sandwich, chocolate cookie and half a cup of coke lite fer my lunch. that was damn sinful, my god !!!!!

we had a long walk around bugis junction and bugis street. i bought my Soler cd and a victorian blouse. i look so stylish in it, hahaha. and then my stomach started to growl louder as the minutes passed. i guess the fattening food in my stomach was already digested. i started to feel dizzy and hungry. we decided to snack at Breko. ordered fries and mocha latte. that was heavenly.

how to resume my strict diet, you tell me?

i always get hungry so easily and no discipline at all.

sigh.

at times, i really hope i have anorexia.

i'm serious. at least i won't have to eat so much, or rather don't eat at all.
won't gain weight. hmmm... not bad huh.

but will vomit when take any solid or liquid stuff, that's the bad point of it.

nevermind, i believe i will try to overcome my bad habits in the coming new year.

A Ja A Ja, Fighting !!!

Lacking of Self - Discipline, indeed.

i'm actually on a very strict diet to regain my svelte figure, from a heavy 46.4kg to my desired 40kg. (i know im fat!) as i'm typing this entry, double stuf oreo cookies are accompanying me. so tempting.

=(((

ok back to what i'm saying.

and yet 1 week before i'm deemed to travel to Shanghai, i lost it totally. that was the beginning of my month long nightmare.

i began to eat punctually and fully. almost everyday with 3 "hearty" meals and snacks faithfully. cos i told myself since i'm going away fer 12 days, why not i pamper myself with local food first? then shopping will cure my thirst later. great idea huh.
i ate my favourite laska, roti-prata, pasta, egg-mayo sandwich etc etc. all the most sinful and fattening food you can think of. pounds were escalating faster then i can imagine. the thought of travelling pushed the scary weight gain thingy to the back of my mind.

and then the worse thing was "you know lah" haven't come yet. i felt so damn bloated even though i ate little at times. sigh.

i thought i would eat alot there, like i never eat before in my whole damn life. but then, i did not. it may be due to the cold weather which resulted in me having about 1 or 2 meals a day and some snacks to fill up my stomach.

after i came back, i took "some time" to adapt. i ate like usual until now. i'm seriously lacking of self-discipline.

tomorrow, i will try to eat
little. this i hope will make me try my very best and i will cling on

tight to the mindset of a slender
me before cny.

A Ja A Ja, Fighting !!!

chinese new year is just next week. i need to be able to fit into all my pretty clothes and look photogenic. =)))

hahahaha.

pictures !!

- new loot -

i will just go crazy when it comes to
shopping. i love all sorts of earrings, necklaces, watches, clothes and
stilettos etc etc. Yippee!!! i bought my first pair of Levis' Engineered
jeans. simply love the red buttons lots. this year 2006, i'm into mustard colour and casual chic
style. small doses of Victorian look when i feel like it.

- cousin's wedding at Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel -

the first time my family and i attended a Christian Wedding. it was a great experience though. quite alot of pastors were there too. its a pity i did not mamaged to catch any glimpse of the cuties or rather there was none. heee.

Happy New Year !!

Happy New Year everyone !!!
2005 passed smoothly and here we embraced year 2006.
hope it will be a smooth journey too..

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i went to Fen's 21st bday party. sumptuous buffet spread and BIG bday cake.
a quiet party with only close ones invited.

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met up Caiyi, Belinda and Vivian at Clark Quay.

we intended to club at MOS. the queue was already so long when we reached. im thinking what time the first person started queuing there???
i can't be bothered about it too much cos the queues put me off. we were so shocked about it.


- Belinda & Vivian @ TCC -

what actually scared us most was after the dinner at TCC, the queue spread until near the junction just opposite the old fire station. that was scary.

what a huge contrast between MOS and Crazy Horse. both are just next door to one another. what a quiet atmosphere at the latter but chaos at the former

Vivian suggested Liquid Room so we took a cab down.
BUT there was NO CROWD there at all.

doors open at 10pm. the guy suggested we might want to hit KM8 at Sentosa but then we were in heels, so not suitable.
alas, we decided to play a game of ' o-ah-peh-ah-som ' to choose a club on MS, e odd one will pick.

dear Caiyi was the odd one out. she also not sure which club to pick so we chose Mdm Wong in the end. silly girl never went in before.

it was the absolutly right choice !!

cos we got to befriend a cute, with mesmerizing smile and firm body cutie, Bernard.
all of us molested him alot and had fun disturbing him.

he still owned me cover charge which i will ask him fer it if we happen to meet up. =)

it was a great countdown party there. happening music and people.

cute Bernard made the party even better, right Vivian?

before we left, we asked fer pecks and friendly hugs. we even took pictures with Bernard.

enough of it, i shall post them now.

- outside gallery hotel / Me & B / Me & B in Wacky pose / Vivian & B looking great / Me & B close-up / B looking cool / Me & Vivian / Me, Vivian & Belinda / Me, Vivian, Belinda & Caiyi -

- Me & Caiyi outside 7/11 -

that was our countdown party with a great gift presented to us, B by dear god.

thanks !!