I Lost My Clothes Again.

i'm so sad!!!

my gg>5 top and m)phosis skirt went missing fer like 2 months +++.

how?

that's my favourite top. it's so girly and show my "hour-glass figure".

pui. yeah right. -_-'"

as fer the skirt, at least it makes me look taller.

i can't seems to find it anywhere in my house.

i think someone stole it when we hung outside the corridor to dry overnight.

sigh.

this is the top :

the skirt : at this entry

Hungry Ghost Festival.

it's the month again - the hungry ghost festvial festival.

everywhere are strewned with incense papers, joss sticks, candles and offerings.

our parents will always remind us not to stay out too late and don't step on the burnt incense papers. if really accidently step on it, just say " sorry. siam, siam, jie guo jie guo " ( speak in hokkien )

i'm superstitious. i believe in such stuff.

i believe there's some ghosts lurking around us even in broad daylight.

i'm timid. very timid.

in the sense of having wild imaginations, scaring myself silly.

having nightmares. losing sleep.

i hope it will be over soon.

i hope so.

I'm Very Blessed.

regarding this past 2 entries some of the best things in life are fer free and my type of man, i found mine already.

my guy :
calls me beautiful instead of hot.
calls me back when i hang up on him.
will stay awake just to watch me fall asleep.
kisses my forehead.
holds my hand throughout.
constantly reminding me of how much he cares about me and how lucky he is to have me back.
will show our photos to his friends and says, "...that's her."

and

my man love me deeply, accept my past, have a very very sincere heart, independent, caring, filial, never fail to make me laugh, got a tanned & proportionate body, lean fingers & legs, curvy butt, dimples, 1.75m, pleasant looking and a pair of killer eyes which melt my heart.

his sincerity touched me deeply. this is very important.

i never thought i will still love someone so deeply till i met him again.

dear, what happened in the past was the past already.

please don't dwell on it anymore ok?

i don't wish to lose you again, ever.

please don't doubt my heart.

i love you.

Tsunami, not again.

i'm so saddened by the news of Tsunami hitting Java island !!!!

it had happened again.

will it be like the a replica of the 2004 major Tsunami which killed 216,000 people?

i hope not.

i'm praying hard that more survivors will be found.

my deepest and heartfelt prayers to all affected by it.

I'm Back !!

finally i'm able to blog after a 6days break. i so so missed my PC and my room. =)

the 1st 3 days at Genting was great. we went fer foot massaging, ear-candling, trying our luck at casino, chilling at Atio bar and Coffeebean, scaring ourselves silly at Haunted Adventure, shopping fer our little ones and at KL, spending half a day at the outdoor themepark, napping fer 2-3hours daily and simply just walking around enjoying the cold weather.

little did i expect that my nightmare was on its way to haunt me. =(

as i'm typing this entry, my gastric pain and cold sweats are accompany me.

i had a super high fever on wednesday night while i was doing my 2nd foot massaging. i totally had no feeling at all when he did all the pressing. ( the 1st time i giggled and then i fell asleep making the foot reflexologist and dear to laugh non-stop at me. dear also fell asleep soon after. ) so this time round, both of them thought i'm very weird. how come i'm so quiet and never talk to either one of them.

dear got a shock when he touched my face. i was as hot as a glass of hot water!!! out of sudden, i got this urge to puke. i requested fer a sweet to suck. at this time, the manager walked out and asked how's the massaging. dear told him i got high fever and he stopped my massaging session. cos the more i was massaged, the higher my fever will rise.

the sweet foot reflexologist brought me to their staff clinic, stating i'm one of their staff there. (well, because they charged very high rates fer non-staff.) while i was writing down my particulars, my whole body was shivering like nobody business.

the clinic was dead quiet at 1am with only 2 staff and a doctor.

soon it was my turn. i dragged my tired feet and half-dead body into the consultation room. the doctor took a look at my face and placed this sticker thingy onto my forehead. he took it out about 10 seconds later and told me i'm running a 40 degrees celsius high fever. he need to give me an injection on my butt to lower my temperature.

i was SHOCKED!!!

me, being much a healthy person seldom will get sick except the occasional minor flu and cough will have a high fever?

alright, i accepted it.

i climbed up onto the bed with all the energy i had left. even pulling down my shorts were a problem. the injection was painful and now i'm left with a bruise. =(

my fever came and subsided everyday. dear brought me to another doctor on friday. at that point of time, i'm running a 38.9 degrees celsius fever. i took all the medicine on an almost empty stomach.

practically, i never ate much since thursday. cos i had no appetite at all. seeing food just make me wanna puke even more.

i just slept, puked, broke out in cold sweats and having recurring fever every now and then.

my whole face was in red colour especially my cheeks.

my fever still never subside and my parents and dear were so worried fer me.

they brought me to another clinic hoping their medicine will bring my temperature down. when they took my temperature, i'm running a 39.1 degrees celsius high fever.

dear stayed by my side throughout to take care of me, making sure i took my medicine on time. putting cold towel on my forehead and cheeks.

thanks dear fer all the care and patience you have shown me.

i'm so so sorry fer making you all worried fer me.

i will recover soon, i promise.

i missed my darlings and my 38z!!!

photos of me before i'm sick.

- some random pixs of us -

- a caricature of me & dear -