Why Its So Hard?

i wanna ask something...

a) m i tat stupid?

or

b) m i so slow?

or

c) Both?

how come is jus so hard fer me to grasp e basics of chemistry?
its seems so interestin n easy in e first place....
n i tot tat 'me, being e first time learnin chemistry actually felt tat its so easy !'
HAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!
i was so so wrong.....
=(

wats tis :

covalent bond?

structural formula?

empirical/molecular formula?

wat talkin????????????
i flipped e pages so many times tat i lost count....
i cant seem to understand wats goin on here....

c wat i meant...
chemistry is killin me loudly...so loudly tat u can even hear me screamin if u r at JB's customs...

now den i realised tat was a foolish mistake i made 6yrs back when i flunk my O'levels...
WTH !!!!
WTF !!!!!
if not i wun b so miserable now....
crackin my brains inside out...
expandin small molecules to big molecules....

'God.... Pls help me can?'
"Help me clear tis stage smoothly n beautifully..."

Fr : One Of Ur Loyal Human Beings, Ivy