I Became A Devil Last Night. =(

i think i'm a pretty bad girlfriend.
hmmmmm........

ohhh well, just beacuse darling bought a PSP, i literally ignored him the whole night.

his questions to me were always followed with a 2 or 3 words answers.

when this poor dude of mine showed me how clear the resolutions were, i just nodded in a can't be bothered manner and walked away.

i can see the disappointment in his eyes when he was looking at me.

i guessed he can sensed that i'm not very happy with his newly purchase, thus talked very little to me.

i felt a sense of guilt crawling all over my body at that moment.

i so wanna go and talk to him, give him a big and tight hug but i can't bring myself to do it.

i'm so afraid his new gadget will take over my place and so i distanced myself from him.

at least now i learn to be alone.

it's better than being neglected in the future.

i also dunno why i have this foolish and stupid thinking.

maybe i'm being overly sensitive and self-centered?!?!?!?!

***

darling went to bed a short while after me.

he asked was i angry with him that's why my attitude towards him turned so cold?
cos i never treated him this way before throughout the time we are together.

i told him how i felt.

he hung his head low and told me he felt so demoralized after hearing me.

he always yearned to buy one to pamper himself after working so hard fer 1 year.

i too felt that he deserved this little luxury once in a blue moon.

i softened and apologised to my baby.

though he accepted but the disappointment still shows in his eyes.

we made up and fer the lost time, we spent half of the night talking and patting each other backs before falling asleep.

i guess my overly sensitive devil overpowered my weak angel last night. ;P

now i'm glad we are fine.

sorry baby, let you see my angry face. ;)